"Blessed is the man whose...delight is in the law of the LORD, and on His law he meditates day and night. He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers." Psalm 1:1-3
Earlier this year, I received criticism that, in essence, God's Word is too much a part of my life. When I heard that said, my heart literally ached. My feelings weren't hurt, and I wasn't offended. Rather my heart was deeply grieved.
You see, the underlying tone of the criticism from this sibling in Christ was that he or she mistakenly felt that I thought I had arrived spiritually or that I was "holier than thou". Oh how my heart ached that their misunderstanding and inaccurate estimation of me could be a stumbling block.
Arriving spiritually or being holier? Nothing could be further than the truth. He keeps me close to His Truth. He lovingly and graciously holds the mirror of His truth up to my face daily in His Word.
"Oh, how we need to know ourselves.
Are we alive in Christ?
There is only one instrument that creates,
detects, and confirms eternal life in the soul of man;
namely, the Word of God." ~ John Piper
"I delight in Your decrees; I will not neglect Your word."
"Your statues are my delight; they are my counsellors."
Yes, I delight in God's Word.
I love His Word.
I believe His Word is truth and life.
I share His Word.
I speak His Word.
I teach His Word to my children.
I am compelled by His Word.
His Word is truth and life.
His Word convicts me.
His Word breaks me. "Every time we open the Word of God, it should be for the purpose of brokenness." ~ Nancy Leigh DeMoss
His Word faithfully, and often painfully, unearths the wretchedness of my own heart so He can lovingly refine and restore me.
His Word grows me.
His Word comforts me.
His Word encourages me.
His Word changes me.
"For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart." Hebrews 4:12
Have I arrived? Hardly. Yet, "The Way, The Truth and The Life" leads me on this journey with Himself, the Word made flesh.
Am I "holier than thou"? Oh please...that's laughable! (Ask my family and friends!) I am on my face, bowed down before the Holy One, aware of His perfect holiness and silenced by His mercy and grace which cover my sin. With reverence and awe for Him, I am ever mindful that I am a sinner saved by His grace.
If His Word is too much a part of my life, it is because I am aware of my great need for Him and humbled by His great love for me, for all of us. I need to be steeped in His Word. If I share His Word, it is because I know it is Truth and Life for everyone who receives it. Psalm 138:2 says, "You have exalted above all things Your Name and Your Word." I believe that if we live in reverence for His Name and His Word and exalt them above all things, our lives will be in order, we will be made holy by Him and we will arrive at our destination holding His hand.
If someone again criticizes me that God's Word is too much a part of my life, I humbly hope I am always guilty of that assessment.
I am delighted. That's all. Simply delighted.
"But let him who glories glory in this, that he understands and knows Me, that I am the LORD, exercising lovingkindness, judgment, and righteousness in the earth. For in these I delight,” says the LORD.